i'm feeling pretty sad nowadays, dunno why
whenever i'm with dear,i'm mostly happy but whenever i'm not,
i tend to get super sad..
everytime when he has some new commitment, i'll totally feel neglected.
this time it's his imperial og.
one reason i'm pissed is probly cos he's using them as an excuse.
if you dun wanna do it, just tell me, dun need to make me feel bad
and then i have to say things like nah, it's okay, dun do it if you dun wanna.
i totally mean the opposite.
and i dun wanna appear as the bad guy, forcing him, so now i have to feel angry and sad on my own.
wth. and you ask me not to cry because of you-.-